I feel the depression. Its like a tsunami that hits me. I’ve tried reaching out but it seems no one is listening. Not that it matters. I’m the girl who cries wolf. You never know if I’m okay or not. So its best to never ask. I just want to feel the warmth of someone holding me. But I feel alone.

I wish I had that trust in someone. I wish it was you. I could tell you everything and I didn’t feel judged. But you’d judge this. You’d never understand. I hate how alone I feel and how shut off I’ve let myself become. I’m losing who I am.